an attempt to tip the scales

losing what i love in a mess of details

Saturday, November 13, 2004

An Exaggerated Form Of My Father

by steadfast twilight

My father comes in the form of
a child support check once a week.

His face is the return address in the
upper left hand corner of the envelope.

His warm, embracing arms;
the flap that seals the envelope shut.

And his heart is the contents inside the envelope for the day.
And I cry every time I open him because I'm afraid I'm hurting him.
I'm afraid I'm cutting him open like a surgeon performing a bypass.

When I'm done looking at what's inside, I put the envelope down. Empty. Sitting with all the other mail and envelopes strewn on the kitchen table.

1 Comments:

At 1:09 AM, Blogger localpoet said...

wow... i get upset or mad or angry(all the same idea) when something doesnt go my way. you seem to be a trooper. one who has a lot on their plate. i kudos you for being everything im not. your poem touched me. made me stop and think that even though my dad is not an letter in the mail he is something there that i want to make happy and please him so much that i end up hurting myself in searching for his affection and approval. i just dont really have much to say but i have ears to listen well i guess with computers eyes to listen and thats it for me. i like your writing. you have no fear.
chelsea
aka stargirl

 

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