Crux

By: Red Raven


October Thirty-first
Was the day I lost you
Losing you I lost
Morals
Friends
Myself

I changed my way of life
No longer having to look for approval
Constantly searching to be amazing
In your eyes

I look for love in others
Since I can’t find it in you anymore
But failing to feel that in return
That warmth and comfort I once found
In you

You probably look down on me now
Wondering what I have become
Besides a failure
A person you can’t even recognize
Someone without hope
Without guidance
Without love

Everything I longed for
from you