an attempt to tip the scales

losing what i love in a mess of details

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

just a question to preface a statement

by bachelorette

IS IT WRONG THAT SEVEN MONTHS LATER,

IF I THINK HARD ENOUGH
ABOUT IT,

WHAT RESONATES MOST
WITH ME IS THE FACT THAT

HE DOESN'T LOVE ME
AT ALL???

IT IS WRONG THAT ONE YEAR AGO I BELIEVED HIM, AND JESUS DID I LOVE HIM LIKE I'D NEVER LOVED BEFORE. JESUS DID I CARE ABOUT HIM, DID I WANT TO BE WITH HIM, DID EVERY FIBER OF HIS BEING CONNECT WITH MINE IN A WAY THAT FELT SO UNIFYING AND UNCHANGING AND ELECTRIC.